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Friday, October 1, 2010

EKSTRAVAGANZA !

hewlu ladies n gentlemen~
it's been a l0ng time i'm n0t updating my lubly diary..
n0e y??
seryeshly i've been thr0ugh th0usands of pr0blems
n if i'm n0t wan nur syuhada, i'll be shooting myself
or having a cup of p0ison to commit suicide..
but,i'm pr0udly saying dat i'm da m0st t0ughest
girl alive!u can see my fake smile n i'm willing 2
make others smile even if i'm dying inside..
ceceh!!!(syuhada n0p pr0mote diri k0w gapo nim??)

okeh3x~
back to da track..
act,i'm in an exagerrate m0od!
i'm planning 2 have a part time j0b since
it will be a l0ng l0ng l0ng h0liday starting
dis 10th..
(bal0h nge gewe la 2 syuhada h0p sapa xse kelik klatae)
ahaa!!
ouu tidak, but it's n0t totally tidak..
(bas0w an0p keling!)
i mean~humm, i wanna make a m0ve..
i want 2 struggle 4 my own sake~
t wanna struggle fer 'them'..
okeh2, s0, luckily..
i g0t an offer fr0m a fren of mine
to w0rk at casa rachad0 res0rt at p.d..
yaw,it will be fun i think!!
masyuk~yummy~pitis~
hahaha!
oukeh then,
wish me luck fer da j0b n my final..
bullshit b0red since our astr0 had been cut!
n the sedania team's function last night
was damn amazing!
KL LIVE rawk~
next..
i'm off fer n0w..
i'm rushing 2 bangsar~
mwah d0lls,

syadie~




Saturday, August 28, 2010

die engat die je ade tetek!!haih~


oke..title 2 mmg agak melampau..but wut can i do??
mulut i laser nyah..wukakakaa..
ah,i dun care~
hr nie,di bulan baik, di mlm yg ceria..
ape kate kte gossip2 gitu..mcm gossip girl ue!!
ahaa,begini cerita nye..
ade sorg minah nie..peh saiz 36 cup A ue..
jantan neng0k, bley t'jojol bijik mate,
tp yg pelik nye,
ngape la nak ditunjuk-tunjuk sgt aset yg kiut-miut 2,
aku pum h0t gk, kdg2 layan la gk baju wide-neck 2,
tp xde la melampau semacam minah nie..
yg pelik nye,
baju elok-elok ade tali(even tali halus) , tp nak gk b'gambo
without tali n nah! siap rapat2kn dada lg ue..(imagine kwn2)
yg kebesarannye 36 mendadak ke 40!!!
wh0aaaaa!!!!!!!!
masyaallah..
agaknye..perlu ke nk tayang buah epal 2 sehingga lg 1 cm
je nak menampakkan punat 2??
tepuk dada..tnye selera..
maybe n mungkin 1 day,
si polan 2 akan pose gni plak one day..
peh..hauss bang!!ekekeke..

ye la..
ble da gossip2 gni,ade la mulut-mulut laser nak lawan i blek kn..
'eleh syuhada,die pun sexy la..nak mengata org..'
'mcm ibu ketam nak aja ank nye walking2 around the town gitu'

astaghfirullah..
hehs..i xheran pum
saje nak berkongsi luahan jiwa dgn darla2 semua
memandangkn malam ini, mood sgt teruk..
xsalah nak letak gamba2 annoying mcm 2 kt fb ke hape ke
tp sy yg nengok nie mcm nk muntah pun ade..
n yg best nye..
lepas 2,mesti ade comment2 yg mencuit hati gitu..
contohnye:
~tunjuk tros la beb..geram abg nengok nie~

dan lagi

~ya allah..kiamat sudah dekat.cantik sgt ke pakai mcm nie~

dan lagi lagi

~wah..hot nye.cntik gle..mantop~

dan lagi lagi lagi

~klo muke 2 cntik xpe gk..muke cm cibai prasan model..xpayah la~

adoiiiiiii..hahahahaa
mcm2 ada,
oke then..
yg mane yg baik dijadikn tauladan
dan yg buruk 2 dijadakn sempadan..
okeh! mau layan 'the human centipede' dulu..
pehh, cite nie i bg full 5 bintang..pheewit

salam~







Thursday, August 26, 2010

Sembilu 2 (Babak Sedih)

hari ini agak tacing..

n suddenly mau mengupl0ad dis scene..

OMG..seryesly,i burst my tears after 2-3min of watching dis scenes..

can u imagine??we have been dating n loving,d0in' all of funs in da w0rld with dis pers0n..

n at the end,just b'c0z a very common sickness in relationship a.k.a jealousy..6-7 years relationship

is burning like hell~

so,darla..u betta trust u'r b0y or else..bye bye swity pie..then,have a 'nice' suffering n suffocating life!

ahaaa!n 1 more..mcm mne lau da pegang title bini org

n then, our lovely ex ad depan mate...hum, nice to see but can't h0ld..

haish! ya allah! minta-minta dijauhkn bende2 yg xbaek spt ini..

we have right to choose our spouse but then, g0d noes wut is da best 4 ue darla-darla~

~LOVE GIVES U A LIFE..BUT LOVE CAN ALSO TAKE THE LIFE EITHER~

means..yes,love make ur breathe smoothly, give u a great life..
but there's some idiots that wishing to take off their own life b'c0z they're
loosing the person that called 'love'~





Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Dewa 19-Hadapi Dengan Senyuman

enj0y dis s0ng pliss..
c0z 4 n0w,i'm lying on this s0ng to stay on living..
yes,s0meone had t0ld me bef0re dat wen he sing dis s0ng..
he feel awake n alive..
it's means,dis s0ng is t0tally beneficial wen u r in sad..
s0,darls..
u sh0uld try dis..
hadapi dgn senyuman..semua yg terjadi tetap terjadi..
every w0unds have their own medicines..or
s0metimes,it will heals by times.
n0 w0rries b'c0z g0d n0es wut is the best 4 ue pe0ple~

s0,put away u'r tears n create a big big smile..
t0 sh0w dat even if w0rlds cracking,
but u r still grateful with u'r life~



unsatisfacti0n!!

Ini tidak adil!!
owh..sgt xpuas hati ngm certain2 pe0ple dat r rily rude!
bef0re dat, plis all0w me t0 d0 s0me 'exercises' dat can release me 4 a while..

babi anjing beng0m sial kera hanjing fuck off t0l!!

engtkn ble da besa berbulu..tw la yg ape milik kte n wut is n0t..
ini bukan pasal kes minyak,bawang,beras,perfume,roti n so on..
tp b0ley x,kalau nak pinjam or nak s0mething, SILA MINTAK DULU..
vavi bt0l la time ak da el0k2 beli gardenia yg large punye utk buat dinner,
then, ble balek2 class,tgk2 ad 2keping shj..
OMG!!
2 bkn masuk hal gune perfume ak sampai da nk habes suda..
mmg ak ad 3,4b0tol perfumes..
but it's 4 my own c0llection n kalau dah gune sampai habes 2..
mmg sgt keterlaluan oke??

n 1 ag..handbag carL0 rino ak fr0m mama tersayang..
ad yg sesuke hati mak bapak nak gune lame2 macam harta bapak die sendiri n
n0w dat bag was olready burried in my b0x..b'c0z it's already torn..
sedih bapak ble si die just ckp..
oke,u'r beg da atas katil n with0ut ap0logising me yg die dah k0yak-rabakkan beg ak!!
beng0m..n latest,
pinjam my watck plak..aduhai!!
mmg ak xpakai tp i'm still da owner n it is n0t wr0ng at all if i just want 2 keep it
as my c0llection..
dh la buat harta cam mak bapak k0 ea..

huhs..n ade lagi 1 cerita,
adik kepada kawan bf anda or kawan kpd kawan bf anda..
(anda here means sy k??)
xke malu lau tbe2 nk enterprame nk knl2 nk comment2 sdgkn dat pe0ple d0esn't rily n0e ue..
nie x,ble geng2 nak jumpa,seb0k nk ik0t pr0mote diri..
ble ramai2 tgh c0mment2 gamba,seb0k nak c0mment gk..
4 me,dat's wut we called a bitch!desperate sgt smpai snggup hulurkn perkenalan
even if u 2 perempuan!!
silly bitch!!
n it's true wen i say,we're clash b'c0z of u'r fren!
n0e y??
in every single thing in u'r life,u need u'r click damn much..
m0re than me n u'r own family..
s0..here u g0..
live life with them n i'll leave..

0ke..s0 frens..
plis dun't b such people as ab0ve k??
sgt xm0lep..
k then..

WUT A BIG LIE!!

i dun l0ve ue~lie..

i dun care ab0ut ue~lie..

i dun care wh0 r dating wit ue~crap..

i dun wanna see ue anym0re~bullshit..

can live with0ut ue~n0nsense..

when i see u'r msg,i delete it off urgently~lie
(i keep it all of them in my drafts n i read it b0ut 8 to 9times per day)

everytime wen i see my hs n there's n0 m.c0l or msg fr0m ue,
i'm feel rily g0od b0ut ue~shitless thing eva!~crap
(h0w can u just live in a dei without a minute of thinkin' of me??)

finally,yes!i want that break,i want the clash!!
(em..it's da only one dat true..i want the break 4 da sake of u n me.fullst0p)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

the sad ending of t0pixlovesYadie~

seriously,
ini sgt sdey..
h0w he can just said dat he's rily hepi after i'm askin' for da clash..
yup,b'c0z no need 2 hear ol of my blaberring,xperlu penim2 b0ut me..
it just damnly easy 4 him but 4 me??
it is damnly hurting..
i feel like there's n0 m0re tears left..
wut can i d0 is,giving pe0ple a rily fake smile..
n said dat i'm oke..
there's n0 m0re chance f0r him i think..
maybe we can be friend but n0t 4 n0w..
n i rily can't be with him anym0re..
there's l0ts of pain in dis heart..
wut can i d0?
i'm just a rily simple n stereotype gurl..
i just him 2 n0e dat i'm glad being wit him 4 dis 3years..
wen i speak harsh w0rds,it d0esn't mean dat i hate ue..
c0z i'm also being hurted wen i d0 so..
d0uble pain of mine..
but biarlah rahsie i guess..
oke..
but i'm als0 glad it is over n0w..
xperlu lah nk jeles2,sket2 hati wit n0 reas0n afta dis..
n i'm fully sure dat he'll find a rily match girl f0r him..
his dream girl!n surely it is n0t me..
well,
hrp-hrp there will a rily nice b0i 4 me afta dis..
dat will accept me whatever it takes..
yes,i'm a very jel0usy type,always being suspici0us,
l0ved 2 speak harsh n bla..bla..bla
but trust me,wen i say.."i l0ve ue"..
i rily mean it..
oke..
i am sick n0w..ad org ckp,
k.syad nie everytime gaduh mesti smpai demam..
hahahaaa...
apa b0ley buat..
my immunisation get weaken n0w..
i dun n0e y..
demam terus-terusan..
tengs 2 mama c0z being caring..
i think of going back h0me next wik..
i miss my little anggun..
~tq readers~
nanaite..
esk mau hang out with dina n fiqa..
yeay!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

NEW DECISION..


Oke..dis is my new decisi0n..
afta thinkin 4 ab0ut few days,then it c0mes 2 conclusion..
i juz wanna make my blog as simple as abc..
huhs??
it's mean..n0 kaler2 n n0 besa kecik besa kecik
oke..n suddenly i feel dat i wanna st0p bloggin'..
(hangat2 taik unta)
i realize dat i'm n0t rili willin' 2 share my wh0le life wit others..
plus..there's n0tim special b0ut my life.
but then,
wwhen i saw the others' blog,
i feel like..I WANT 2 BL0ggin' too..
(heee!gedikgilobabideh!)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

My L.0.V.E st0ry~


P/S:BEF0RE U OLS READ DIS ENTRY,PLIS PRESS DA 'PLAY' BUTT0N ON THE Y0UTUBE PART..bru ad feel.......tq!






n0w,it's c0me 2 da m0st preci0us m0ment in my life..

i still rememba,
wen i saw him at the 1st time,he acted s0 ann0ying..
oH g0d..
h0w can i describe dis feelin'..
taufik!!i hate ue oke??

at that time,he had been dating with a girl..
n she is nice..
h0w can she ch0ose dat black ann0ying gut like him??

'if n0 man in dis w0rld either..i w0n't ch0ose him as my b0y!!'
hahaha..dat was my 'ayt keramat' dat i still rememba till n0w..

n b'c0z of dat,i've been teasing by my frens f0r 3m0nths l0ngs..

s0,girls..rememba!!!
dun hate a b0y too much c0z u neva n0e..
l0ve can c0mes within the hateness..

haaa!!n 1 thing i rememba during our friendship..
he is a very very shy b0y..
oH shit!!
afta 1m0nth of teman tp mesra time,he still dun want 2
pr0pose me officially as his gf..
ciss!!
n then,here it c0me..
a help fr0m ab0ve!!!
tadaaa..
1 nite,we(my l0vely girlfren) are having a true or dare game..
then,it's c0me 2 my turn..

"sYad!!mu ken0 pr0p0se t0pek jd gewe mum l0nim ug0p depe sep2 nim!"

GILOOOoooo....!!!!!
then..
tut!tut!tut!tut!

'yee..hello syad..bakpo xreply msg td?bkpo col nie??'_taufik

'owh d0p..duk nge saem nim..eh..uh..t0pek..aw0p jd bf sy boley d0p?'syadie peluh-pela

'ha.um..eh,seri0us k0w nim..em..jgn gura pl0p'taufik stat ng0ya d0h..ado jgk ore n0p kapku

then...tuttttttttttttt!!!!
game's over!!

but then..instead of the game was over
s0mething else start's gr0wing..
our l0ve where he once again pr0pose me as his gf
officially dat nite..
owh..malam itu sy xdpt tdo sbb susah nk tutup mulut..asyek senyum 24hours~haih!!

but then..
love is n0t an easy matter..
s0..even if we had g0ne a l0ts of thing..
difficulty..s0rrow,betrayal..n many m0re
but 1 thing dat keep us t0gether untill dis 3years l0ng..
"our l0ve..da chemistry'
WAH??t'lbey suda..


s0 n0w ue guys can see h0w much i heart him rite??
hence,kepada betina2 yg gatal p**t*t kat lua sana
n terhegeh2 in fr0nt of my syg..
i'll hired some gangster 2 rape ue n leave ue in fr0nt of kbm0l!!!
n it will be fully naked!!!
c0l me desperate,looser or wuteva..
but i'll d0 anitim 4 him..

hehs..xtak0t pum..

0wh..if those w0rds are still appear even if i had d0ne a strict warning 2 oLs betina2..
then,take d0wn my n0. n we can have a very very 'WARM' chit-chat
n we'll NICELY SETTLE IT DOWN!!!..

lalalala..
oke..n0w xmarah da..
n here is a s0ng dat i specially dedicated
to m0hamad taufik ikhwan b.abdullah 2 sh0w
h0w much ue earn in my life..
i l0ve ue b..(+_+')




intr0ducti0n of a taLe~




here i c0me..with my own made bl0g
afta half and h0ur of deeply thinking b0ut
wut i'm g0ing 2 write in da intr0duct0ry part,
then i c0me 2 syn0psis dat i sh0uld clearly
intr0ducing my self 2 oLs..

ssswh0 is she??????



*waN nUr Syuhada Bt wAn n0rzie
*sYadie



*0wH..ini switheart sy..
i heart ue l0tss la syg!!!
mwah!mwah!mwah!!!..
ehem..c0uldn't c0ntr0l myself if i'm wit him..(+_+')









*and ini..keluarga En. Wan N0rzie + meM besa,Pn Dayang Saniah!!
*Syuhada..Syazwani..Syafiq..Syahira..Syasya..Safiyaa..
(knp perlu kaler2 nme2 bala tentera di atas nie??)
(dulu2,sms kecik2 kami like p0wer rangerS..s0,ini mewakili kaler2
p0wer rangers yg kami shukee!!)

ikan di laut..asam di darat..
dalam periuk..bikin muafakat..
s0,kisah percintaan mama n papa was started when they're in maktab,MPKB..
my m0m was fr0m sarawak but then she ch0ose 2 travel
s0 far away 2 maktab perguruan keLantan..
and they are n0t officially declared untill da last day
in their maktab..
dulu mne ade hs2 kn??s0,same g0es 2 mama n papa..
and da last day bef0re my m0m left da maktab,
she flies a small n0te 2 my papa n
ia berbunyi begini..

dear dee(papa)..
maybe kte xkn jumpa lg afta dis..
but kalau kite ad j0doh,xkemana punye..
s0,ini alamat sy..

n0.15..kampung hilir,
95000 bandar sri aman,
sarawak..

if ue d0 want me..
sila masuk meminang..
(it's n0t like dat atc..but u n0e.old pe0ple..their w0rds are 2 fl0wery up 2 da sky..then,i did s0me changes s0 dat i will n0t s0 ann0ying..lalalala!!)

finally..afta 2m0nths n a half..
en wan n0zie c0mes al0ne..AL0NE 2 sarawak n
they get married in a very simple way..
n dat's y they are n0t having a wedding p0rtrait!
i mean,they're only have 2 pictures which
one is in the wedding office n in fr0nt of the office..
owH,poor mama..
then i n0e,atc my grandma had ch0sen her own daughter in law..
ala..u n0e..arrange marriage..

PAPA..I SALUTE U LAaa..
phewittt!!
and like a cinderella st0ry..they're happily live t0gether eva n eva..